Pagoda cold wave akech kasi di masyado naka borlogs. I hate this other side effect of my arv.
Naka borlogs naman akech ng 3hrs then wit na. Nag fly na din ang thoughts ko. Kung anu ano iniisip. Nothing important mostly kagaguhan lang. Inisip ko yung mga past few years na i played the role of a sultry sex vixen. Ching!
I was a big tease in my kabataan. Yung tipong come and get me ang eksena pero afraid din ako pag andyan na and the guy is asking ti jer jer na. I just like to tease and flirt. And okay fine, play a little tongue twister action mala peter piper picked a puck of fucking pepe fuck my pepe. Lol. Anubaaaaaa pa-harmless effect lang ako sa club. And ever since never ako nagpapa-take home after gimmick. Kaloka naman dba, who wants to have sex after all the sweat? Tapos pagoda ever. Mas masarap matulog after ng gimmick.
Anyway, i want to borlogs pero syempre andito ako sa work and madami bantay. Si ina magenta nasa office. Kasama ko naman sa training room si granny goose. Baka gora akech dun sa isang room to get a powernap. If only i can sleep with my eyea open. Bongga yun!
Haaay i miss Doraemon. I'll see him later for breakfast. Actually daan lang ako sa office nya. Hihihi. We need to discuss something. Abangan!
Di ako mayaman. Di ako maluho (slight). I just look expensive (ching!). Ang hirap naman pusit ka na nga pinapabayaan mo pa sarili mo. Dba?
Pusit ka na nga chaka ka pa? Ewness!
I admit nung una akong pumasok sa industriya ng kapusitan, bagsak ang beauty ko. Dry skin, underweight, may rashes and scaly scalp. I look at mirror mirror on the wall and i look average. Nang magstart ako mag gamot nag improve na ako. Di na ko underweight, okay na ang skin ko, amoy mayaman na. Haha.
Ngayon di na ako nakakapag-gym at yoga. I may not look yummy pero para kay Doraemon, masarap ako! Haha. And since malapit na ang summer, ohemgee need na magpasexy muli.
Madali lang naman ibalik ang balingkinitan kong katawan. Paliitin ng konti ang tyan at magka biceps muli. I wanna make girls giggle and boys gigil! Ching!
Doraemon cooked adobo for my family! Yessssssss! He also bought me an astroboy thingy. Love love love asteoboy. Ang baklitang robot! Dba? Naka black trunks with green belt and red boots! And yes, ang kilay na manipis! I bought him a nice semi formal jacket that he can use sa office. Happy mpnthsary and happy valentines day Doraemon! I love you!
I used to go clubbing twice a week. I drink. I dance. I party. I partee. I don't do random hook-ups though (well, maybe just 10% of the time). I just love dancing and hanging out with friends. I met most of my friends during club gimmicks. Yes, i'm friendly but I do have my snobby nights.
In the past few months, because of work, I kept my weekends to myself. At home sleeping, watching reruns, with Doraemon, with my mom and sis. I rarely go out. See, I live in the suburbs. I need to travel at least 1hr to the next joint.
But last night, my team had an impromptu gimmick. I'm in Cebu and I'm going back to Manila so they want to take me out somewhere in Cebu.
We had dinner somewhere in IT park. Had coffee. Then went to Mango to drink, sing and dance. I was with the company of straight people. Kaloka. Some of them spontaneously hooked-up (patay tayo dyan!) and I was left baby-sitting the rest of the team. One of my colleagues kept on pushing me to this guy pero naman ayaw ko. (1) I am committed to someone and (2) I am committed PERIOD.
I am flying back home. Can't wait to see my family, my dogs, my friends.
And of course... I miss Doraemon!!! Lapit na balentayms and our monthsary!
Kanina sa office, dahil sa nakikita kong stressed ang mga tao, nagsayaw ako ng Whip My Hair. Hahaha! Yeah, I'm an office clown 'pag kailangan. Masaya and mabuti akong katrabaho. Ayoko ng masyadong stress sa work, yung di ka na marunong ngumiti. Kahit pagod, dapat, may smile ng konti.
So there... i whip my hair back and forth. I whip my hair back and forth.
Ashualey... habang nagtutuyo ng buhok sa banyo kanina, i whip my hair ulit ang eksena ko. Sakit nga ng leeg ko eh. Punyetang Willow Smith yan. Bibong bata parang walang buto sa leeg.
So whip your hair if you wanna be happy. Whip your hair for a better life. Chos!
I'm working on 2 accounts, 4 deals, around 200 agents. Working on two cities. On top of that, I have my adhoc duties with another manager. I work 12 hours a day. Stress level is high. As in... palong palo!
The reason why I committed myself in working my ass off is because I want to get a promotion within the year. My boss has high hopes that I can get promoted as long as I do well on my commitments and deliver beyond the expectations of each project. Kaya ko 'to mga teh.
Getting a promotion means getting a higher bonus and higher salary. I need to save more money. In 2012, I'll be paying for my ARVs. Though with my current pay, I can afford the projected Php3,000/month for ARVs. Pero syempre I need the extra boost in salary for other stuff. Pambili ng vitamins, supplements, and pampaganda. Pang foot spa, mani-pedi, facialm pa-spa, ahihihihi. Diba... Dapat maganda pa din kahit stressed. Stressed ka na nga tapos mukha ka pang halimaw, san na ko pupulutin nun? Ewwwww. Oiliness is next to poverty!
And I am not getting any younger. I'll be turning 30 soon. And I want to be, at least, on a lead role (on a motion picture... char). The only way is up in the career ladder. I am an achiever. Kaya kailangan ko itich ma-achieve.
Kaya there... Super cut ang nightlife. Pahinga lang sa house. Spending time with my family and Doraemon. Ang gimmick ko is movie date with hubby. Clubbing was super nawala na. Siguro 1x every 2 months na lang. This weekend though, I'm going out with my trainers and agents and the clients. Pero ayoko makarinig ng anything about work this weekend otherwise mananampal talaga ako ng fez. Time for some red horsey.
The video below made me a little teary eyed. Bongga kasi. Ganda ng shots. Maganda si Rox. Gwapo naman din si Elton. And I love love weddings.
"I give you my hand, my heart and my soul..."
Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww... pakshet!
In my mind, I already planned for my own wedding. The grooms' song. The outfit. The theme. The location. I'm just waiting for him to give me the ring and I'll say, without a doubt, I DO!
I used to go clubbing twice a week. I drink. I dance. I party. I partee. I don't do random hook-ups though (well, maybe just 10% of the time). I just love dancing and hanging out with friends. I met most of my friends during club gimmicks. Yes, i'm friendly but I do have my snobby nights. 
